Down the Rabbit Hole

I'm sitting here at 6 in the morning, tooling around on the interwebs as my babes sleep. After getting up at 4 when Micah started crying for a bottle, and then getting back up around 5 (after lying down for 2 minutes, woo!) when Darius decided it was time for him to eat too, I decided there wasn't much use to going back to sleep when I'm feeling wide awake and have nearly finished the cup of coffee Ben prepared for me before he left. While I love being up with Ben in the morning (I get to see a little more of him this way!!), I'm awful about missing sleep. I just get so grumpy when I'm tired. Though we go to bed when the babies do (typically around 8/8:30, sheesh!) I find that when 4/5 rolls around and I've had a good 8 hours of sleep, I still feel tired. Honestly, I should be doing the mountain of dishes in the kitchen, but I just don't feel like it. Like I said, I'm pretty grumpy in the mornings.

After having a dear (close, then lost, then close, then lost, now very happily reunited) friend of mine comment that I needed to update my pregnancy blog, I decided to just make a new one. I couldn't see the point in updating when I would just want to revamp for this newest stage in life. Besides, I like the layout of my preggo blog. I'ma just leave it the way it is. Completely unfinished. ... Hmm ... maybe I will update at some point. At the very least, I can type up my birth story. What fun that was!! ha...

Anyways, I don't think I have a real point to this blog. It's more just for my thoughts, my life, a chronicle of the boys. Allowing strangers to have access to my kids' pictures is super unsettling for me, so don't plan on seeing pics posted here. If I was paranoid before babies, I'm SUPER paranoid now. Don't touch my kid in the grocery store. Don't come near them if you're sick. And for the dear Lord's sakes, don't ask me if you can have one! Ben jokes to people that we've got two, we have an extra to give away. But, uh uhhh, Mama don't play that game. Sorry. They're mine. Go make your own.

I suppose in the future my blogs will be a bit more introspective. Right now it's just rambling thoughts of a tired Mama. One of my little men is making noises in the nursery, so I'm sure he'll be up soon. Sounds like as good a time as any to sign off. Til next time.