A Thought Process

Over the past two days I have had a few long conversations with different people. People I admire, people in my family, people who agree with me, and people who disagree, but all of whom I consider to be friends. It was throughout the course of these conversations that I came to realize why my previous post was so horrifically misunderstood. The points that were raised during the ensuing debate on my Facebook wall had nothing whatsoever to do with what I had been trying to say, and for the life of me I couldn't understand where they were coming from. Most of the following came to fruition during a conversation with Ben last night, but a few things were cultivated from talking with other people.

We live in what is known as a free country. It is one of the greatest things about living in America. People are free to do just about anything they wish (we do have laws, after all) and we have been given certain rights because of these freedoms. As long as you're not breaking the law (ie drugs, murder, underage drinking, etc) you can live your life however you please. You have the right to sit at home and drink yourself into oblivion (as long as you're over 21...) whenever you choose. You have the right to try on three, five, eighteen different sexual relationships before you choose to settle down and marry, or simply live with that person for the rest of your life. You have the right to decide you do not want the child growing within your body and to terminate your pregnancy. You have the right to lie to your boss about why the report is late, to cut your parents out of your life, to start a relationship with that amazing new woman you just met while your wife waits for you at home, to raise your child in the dressing room of the strip club where you work, to ignore your children while you're sitting in front of the television, to hate your neighbor for that stupid tree of his hanging into your yard.  You have the right to live your life however you see fit, including (in certain areas) marrying a member of the same sex, or simply living together in a homosexual relationship. None of the things I have mentioned are against the law. We live in America, and that's ok here. But, because we live in America, I also have the right to not support the way in which you choose to live your life. I have the right to voice the way I see things.

I'm not political. In fact, politics so bores me, I'm surprised I make it to the polls when it comes time to vote for the president. And that is the only voting I have ever done in my life. Politics, like the news, like history, like science makes my brain fuzz over. Much of it I don't understand. So I'm not going to start lobbying for changes to the law to prevent for the things written above. It's just not my personality. Plus, America is known for "freedom of religion". While I would love nothing more than to have the laws reflect God's law, and to live in a Christian country, I do not think it's right for a country founded on freedom of religion to have laws in effect that support or squash any one religion (ie a law that states it is illegal to practice Judaism). But, I will not support laws that go against what I believe. I will never support a law that allows abortion. And I will not support a law that grants marriages to same sex couples. You've heard the phrase "call a spade a spade?" Well I am living my life by "call a sin a sin." I will not support sinful lifestyles.

In my previous blogs, and in the very long thread that followed on my Facebook, I want to make very clear what I was truly saying. Things I NEVER said:

• Homosexuals should be rounded up and wiped off the face of the earth.
• They should be isolated so no one has to suffer through their existence.
• They should have their rights stripped of them.
• I am better than everyone who does not follow Christ.
• I deserve more than other people because I live my life the "right" way.
• Gay couples are only having children to raise a generation of voters that will support them.

Things I DID say:

• The "Christians" who savagely beat gay people, who blow up abortion clinics, who picket funerals, are far worse than the "sinners" they are raging against.
• I am a sinner.
• I love homosexual people.
• I hate the sin they commit.

Christ called us to love everyone. He also called us to hate sin. By choosing not to support sinful lifestyles, I am proclaiming that I hate sin. I am not saying that I hate the people who have committed the sins. If that was how I was going to live my life, I would have to hate every single person on the face of the planet, including myself. There is no one on Earth, alive or dead, who has never sinned. No one except for Jesus. I sin every day. It's impossible not to! I am jealous, lazy, self serving. I hold onto grudges. I am prideful and often angry. You could probably even call me gluttonous. These are things about myself that I hate, because I hate sin. I fight these things within myself on a daily basis. I bring them to Christ in prayer. I repent of the sins I commit, and I ask for the strength to not fall into temptation. And there are sins that God has not only forgiven me for, He has taken them so far away they are no longer temptations.

In high school, I was in a lesbian relationship. A few years into my Christian walk of faith, I had to fight against the desire to begin new relationships with 2 different girls who attended the same church I did. When I previously compared homosexuality to alcoholism, stating that some people can turn away from it and never have the desire to go back while others will struggle every day of their lives, it was because I was speaking from experience. Homosexuality holds no temptation for me any more. And I personally know a man who can say the exact same thing. God changes people. Everyone has a past. Everyone has a struggle. And everyone who turns to God can find healing for the things they have done. 

I hope this has helped to clear up the misunderstandings. But, in the end, I will continue to take a stand for Christ; to call a sin a sin. And I will continue to refuse to support laws embracing sinful lifestyles. I will love those God has called me to love (everyone) and hate the sins that they commit. Even if that means I garner hatred, lose friends, and am ripped apart for doing so.

My Unpopular Opinion - Gay Marriage

I suppose this post won't come as a surprise to anyone, considering my views on homosexuality, but I feel like in the spirit of total honesty, this needs to be written.

I do not support gay marriage. I believe that marriage consists of one man and one woman, end of story. Marriage is sacred; it is a holy thing. In my opinion, our country is slowly but surely destroying the purity of marriage. I'm not only talking about homosexuals here. I'm talking about adultery, divorce, civil unions, common law marriages ... people "try on" marriage the way the try on shoes. This one doesn't work for you? Go find another. Marriage is not meant to be a temporary thing. It's for life. Just because you decide that you've "fallen out of love" with your spouse doesn't mean you've got a "get out of jail free" card. Marriage is hard work. It's meant to be hard work. It is something that you are supposed to work on and fight for every single day of the rest of your life. But I'm getting off topic (I'll probably post a marriage blog later).

I see gay marriage as a - for lack of a better term - defilement of the institution of marriage. Because I see marriage as a holy thing - something ordained by God - I see gay marriage as a twisted version of His plan. And because I believe that one cannot control who they fall for, but CAN control what they do about it, I don't believe that gay relationships/gay marriage is a valid option. Yes, I'm conservative. And yes, I do not think that people should be in same sex relationships. Because of this, I do not support gay marriage/"gay rights" (I do, however, support HUMAN rights - gay men and women should not be treated as less than human). I'm not saying that homosexuals should spend their lives pretending; prancing about in heterosexual relationships to please the world. As cruel as this may sound, I feel that homosexuals should abstain from romantic relationships altogether. Being in a loveless marriage (because you are attracted to the same sex instead of the opposite sex, ie your spouse) is just as much of an abomination as being in a gay marriage.

Also, I do not believe that gay couples should be allowed to adopt/go through in-vitro. Children are a precious gift and desperately need to be protected from the evils of the world. While many children who have been raised by same sex couples turn out to be wonderful additions to the community, they have, of course, been raised to support same sex unions. They are entering the voting world with the desire to change the laws to support the lifestyle the were raised in. They do not see that it is wrong. (Yes, I know this is "only my opinion" and of course the people raising these children want exactly what I have written above. But, because this is my opinion, that is precisely what I do not want for our or any country). Not only that, children need a father and mother figure. They need to be raised seeing the differences in gender. Boys need a father and mother. They need to be able to interact appropriately with each gender in order to model the way they will interact with men and women in the future. And the same with girls. I'm not a scientist or sociologist. But I have read studies about the long lasting effect of a child raised without one parent. Maybe the personal views of the researcher skewed the study (as I am sure there are studies that will show the benefit of same sex couples raising children), but I believe what I have read.

I know my beliefs are not for everyone, and will probably highly offend those in support of gay marriage/families. But I'm not pulling any punches here. This is what I believe to be true. Plain and simple.

My Unpopular Opinion: Abortion

Considering how well my last blog went over (and the length of the ensuing debate on Facebook), I decided to go ahead to make blog #2 in my series another hot button issue. :P I'm sure there will eventually be topics I cover that people will read and just think "Duh." But for now, I'm going with one that very well may upset some people.

For most of you that know me, my stance on this topic will be no surprise - I view a life as a life, a child as a child, from the moment of conception. I don't understand how some people can say that "it's not a baby" until 3 months, 6 months, birth. What exactly is "it" if not a baby? It's not like women are carrying fish in their uteruses (uterii?). I've heard the "mass of cells" argument, but let's be honest here - that's all we are too. Every living, breathing being on this earth is a mass of cells. I've also heard the stance that since the fetus can't survive on its own, then it can't be called a baby. But neither can an infant. Or a toddler. Babies and children rely on their parents/guardians because they can't take care of themselves. Every argument I've heard that is pro-choice ultimately makes no sense to me. So, in the end, I view abortion as murder. Plain and simple.

Let's talk about a child as a product of rape. Many people have stated that the only way they would be ok with abortion is if the pregnancy resulted from the mother's rape. She didn't ask for this; she didn't even do anything to cause it. It was thrust upon her, and it's unfair to force her to live with the child of her attacker within her. But do you know what I find unfair? That you would say it's ok to murder this innocent baby because of the crime of his or her father. This child didn't ask to be a product of rape. He didn't do anything to harm his mother. Why should she have to die because her father committed a heinous crime? Let's look at it this way - a man is struggling to feed and care for his 2 year old. He makes enough to provide for himself, but the added mouth to feed is taking it's toll, and there is always more month left at the end of the money. In a panic, he decides to rob a store. All he wants is to provide for his child. But during the robbery, something goes wrong and 3 people wind up dead. So the world says "kill the kid. After all, if there hadn't been this child, he never would have committed the crime." ... It's the father's crime. It's the father's choices. We have no right to murder a child for something her father has done.

What about medical reasons? The baby will be born with a disease or mental disability. The baby will die. The mother will die. All I can say is, doctors are not infallible. I can't tell you how many times I have heard that there will be something horrifically wrong, only for everyone to be completely healthy. When my aunt was pregnant with her first child, she had all the testing done and was told her child would be born with Down's Syndrome. She spent the rest of her pregnancy stressed and worrying. He was perfectly healthy when he was born. And I have a friend who's doctors never noticed anything wrong throughout her pregnancy, and her son was born with a heart defect. Love is not weighted by perfection. Even if the doctor is right, and your child has a mental disability or is born needing surgeries, do you really think you will be incapable of loving them? Doctors have been wrong so many times in these situations. A mother could be told she would die from giving birth, but that doesn't mean it will happen. I just can't see this as an excuse. A doctor could tell you that the baby will have no quality of life because of a defect he would be born with. But who can really say what qualifies as quality of life? Who can say that the life they live isn't "good enough"? Talk to anyone who has a child with Down's.  Ask them if their child really has any quality of life, and suggest that they should have had an abortion. Then run for cover.

I've even heard people saying that abortion is ok if the parents can't care for the child (they are jobless, already have too many children, etc). This is the one that makes the least amount of sense to me. There are millions of people just waiting to adopt a child. People who would give him a good home, love her endlessly, build him up to be a fruitfully contributing member of society. Adoption is such a good resource for those who do not wish to raise their child, or can't.

So there you have it: my unpopular opinion. I can not think of a single reason why I would ever say that abortion is ok. Recently my church asked people to watch a documentary. It's short (about half an hour) but so very compelling. A word of warning - it's not for younger viewers. There are images that can only be deemed graphic, and not something a child should see. But if you want to really figure out where you stand on abortion, you should watch this. Or watch it anyway. You may find your opinions changing. Ben's did. I'm not going to lie to you, there are parts that are hard to see. But I really feel that everyone should watch this. It is compelling and thought provoking.

http://180movie.com/

My Unpopular Opinion - Homosexuality

I believe that every word of the Bible is true. And so, I believe that homosexuality is a sin. However, let me also say this - I do not believe that homosexuals should be treated as lesser beings. Nor do I believe that it is a choice. Let's be honest - who would ever choose to be gay? What person would look at the hatred homosexuals endure and say "Yeah. I wanna do that." One thing that I can not stand is how some Christians use their "faith" as an excuse to bash the very people God loves. And let me say this as well - I believe that if Jesus were to be here in flesh and blood today, He would be hanging out with the gay kids. The same way that He broke bread with tax collectors and sinners, He would be spending his time with the gay and lesbian teens.

I have friends who are gay. Do they know my opinion about it? I think so. I know at least one of them sat down with me to talk about it. And we maintained the friendship. I love these men because they are funny and sweet and wonderful friends. I do not love what they do. "Love the sinner, hate the sin."

So while I don't believe that the homosexual lifestyle is a choice, I do believe that there are things that happen to these men when they are young boys that bring them to that lifestyle. From books I have read, the way I see it is this - as a young boy (meaning 1-3 years old) they do not have the proper relationship with their father. He could be a deadbeat, have died, too harsh (in manner of speaking/discipline/etc), or many other things, but it all boils down to this - as a boy, he did not get the loving and respectful relationship he needed from his father. As he grows, he looks for that love and respect from other men. I know I may not be explaining this well, or even completely, but this is what I understand of what I've read in very basic form. No, I'm not necessarily blaming the father, but I am saying that there is a cause and effect. The other cause that I have read about is in the form of sexual abuse. Usually at the hand of a woman (for men) or at the hand of a man (for women).

I also believe that homosexuals can be Christians. I can think of a few people who would feel that was a scandalous statement. But let me explain. While no one can control who they are attracted to (homosexuality is not a choice), they can control what they do about it. A Christian teen can't prevent a crush from forming on a non-Christian teen, but they can refrain from beginning a relationship. A homosexual male may not be able to prevent a crush from forming on another male, but he can certainly stop himself from starting a relationship. See what I mean?

I can speak to this from experience. I was bisexual in high school. And I truly believe that God can save us from any and all sin. I am no longer bisexual. However, shortly after becoming a Christian, I began to develop a crush on a girl in my church. But I never did anything about it. Because I knew that going down that road was sinful, and so I avoided it. In the same way that some alcoholics have the healing hand of God remove their desire for alcohol, some homosexuals can - through Christ - no longer have the desire for a same sex relationship. It happened to someone I know (though I won't use names, because it is his testimony and not mine.) In his youth, he was gay. But he became a Christian and God changed him. He has now been happily married for over 20 years.

God can do all things. But I'm not going to sit here and say that every single gay man or woman would turn away from same sex desires if they were to become a Christian. It's not that God can't do it, it's that sometimes He has a different plan for us. There are people who come out of drug addiction (through Christ) and never turn back. There are others who struggle every day of their lives and have to choose, every single day, to rely on God. This is how I feel about homosexuality.

So, in a nutshell, it is a sin. It's not a choice. There is a cause. It isn't something that has to keep him or her from God. This is just my opinion on the matter. This is what I think about homosexuality. But no matter what we think about it, treating gay people like dirt is not showing the love of Christ. It's only sending them running in the other direction.